i want (to be) you

But don't you see, my dear? / I am your doppelganger / I have your face

This one is pretty self explanatory, it's The Stalker Song! Which is what Viz is ❤️ The repeated 'love me' really sells it for me, that little edge of desperation and pleading.

When you're done I'll split your body in half / Climb into your reddened core / Curl up tight, and close the door

It's a song about sexual cannibalism. Viz wants to consume Pharaun. That's it, that's the note.

I know your middle name / I've got a locket of your hair / I'm just a little bit insane / Cause I think I see you everywhere

Stalker song number two! Also it's the title of the series~

I'd like to follow you around for a while / Every part of me says you're the one

listen. Viz is convinced Pharaun is the One. for romantic reasons and for identity theft reasons

Don't you know that you were meant for me? / Don't you know that this is killing me?

This song for me feels very longing and possessive, it has a dark vibe even though it sounds kinda pop-y. It's the 'do anything' of it all, and the 'I need you to pick me or I'm going to lose it' energy.

Kept a locket of your hair for my collection of you / When you say I'm fucking crazy, I know you mean I'm cute

Yes it's another stalker song, and this is kinda a silly one, but for me it fills the part of Vizs brain that's really cotton candy delusional about what he and Pharaun are/could be. It's the song of a shrine in your bedroom and ignoring the restraining order.

But the waves hit my head / To think someone's in your bed

This is a jealousy song. It's slightly self aware for Viz tbh but it still fits how possessive he is over Pharauns attentions.

Jealousy come in and just erase it all, erase it all / I come in crazy when I see you with somebody else

A second jealousy song has hit the playlist. The energy for this one perfectly captures Viz at the end offury to dislocate reason and in make you mine. It's a much more aggressive jealousy, plus the vocal distortion effects are very Vizaeth's Brain™.

Cause dying on your lips is how I wanna go

Honestly this is a sex vibes song and that's mostly it. It's this cover bc I didn't realise it was a cover and now I just like it /shrug

Oh you never seem to notice / That my heart beats for you / So I'll open you up / And make yours beat for me too

Another stalker song! The tight, tense feel to the vocals really fits Vizaeths mental state. A lot of the lyrics apart from the ones I featured are really accurate to how Vizaeth feels, and "I'm not the sinister type" is how he sees himself. He knows he's a bit fucked but he thinks his attentions to Pharaun aren't sinister or evil: they're born of love.

I saw you giving me the signs / The perfect picture that you get my life / Now all my other gods are dead / Hallelujah to the apocalypse in my head

Pharaun is an object of worship and technically it's blasphemy but also Vizaeth thinks Pharaun loves him like Lolth loves her faithful. He's always seeing sign that aren't there of how much Pharaun cares.

And if you leave me / Rest assured, it would kill me

It's about Viz putting all his Self into wanting Pharaun, to the point he can't function if Pharaun rejects him in any way. Also, the song is very much someone being abusively manipulative, which is very much the tone of their relationship. Vizaeth might be pathetic, but he's honestly just as toxic for Pharaun as Pharaun is for him.

And I know that you'll find, love / I will possess your heart.

Slower obsession here, this one for me captures how certain Vizaeth is that Pharaun will/does love him.

I want you stuffed into my mouth / Hold you down and tear you open, live inside you

with Viz the cannibalism is only half a metaphor.

I hurt myself and cut myself / All so I could feel what I felt / When you took me in, absolved my sins / With your flesh and skin

Vizaeth puts a lot of his emotional stability on Pharaun, and this fits that. He's calmer when he's with Pharaun (when he is Pharaun), and also the flesh and blood imagery really pairs nicely with the vivisection fic.

Maybe I just wanna be yours / I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours

I didn't include the object based lyrics because they're too modern, but the concept of them is perfect. Vizaeth will be whatever Pharaun needs, whatever he wants, whatever is useful.

I can't see me loving nobody but you for all my life

This cover is so good and it always ruins me. It's a saccharine song that gets twisted so much just by changing the tempo and the style, and it makes it so possessive. Perfection for these two.

I wanna feel you from the inside / I wanna fuck you like an animal / My whole existence is flawed / You get me closer to God

I chose this cover just because the absolutely sick bass and Marinas vocals hit more of a Viz Vibe for me than the original. Especially her screams, and the way she can sound so desperate, like her voice is clawing it's way out. And I have to have this song because I repurposed one of the lyrics for the vivisection fic title also.

Now we're gonna be face-to-face / And I'll lay right down In my favorite place

More vibes for Viz wanting to do whatever Pharaun wants him to do. The punk energy gives me the raw feelings, and the lyrics just give me Viz being so pathetic he'll literally be Pharaun's nothing if it means he gets attention from him.

Simple as this — I'm in love with the risk / I know what I've done / But tell me what did I miss?

This is another sex song, and it's also sexual cannibalism (mostly because of the music video ngl). Queens of the Stone Age always have guitar riffs to fuck nasty to, which is perfect for these two. Secondary excellent line: Please just let me do whatever fits you. PEAK BOYS.

A little prick will do the trick / You bleed me out 'til I am sick / Black as the hole where we will lie / My heart is yours until we die

The way this sounds, kinda minor key and a bit sinister, is Very Much The Vibe. It's got violent love and bloody obsession. It's also the 'my darling' of it all whilst having the most toxic relationship possible.

I don't know what I am, but I want you to show me / I don't want to have the capacity to feel lonely / I want you to destroy me, so I'll feel better / I don't wanna leave this moment, ever, ever, ever, ever

Distortion and pulsing repetitive beat, more sexual cannibalism vibes, and depersonalisation desires! This is just Vizaeth substituting Wanting Pharaun for his whole personality.

Lay me down, suffocate me / Do it gently, you can possess me

The way this song sounds feels like the inside of Vizaeths head. The harsh screamspeech, the repetitive, ghostly beats. It's also a plea to Pharaun, it's how he feels about him - he will do anything, in a very awful way.

I wanna be like a fly on the wall / To watch you until you die / I'm gonna be where you are, doesn't matter how far / Because we are meant to be

Another one that just sounds like Vizs brain to me. And it's more devotion, because the rawness in some of the vocals matches how vibratingly insane Viz is about Pharaun. It's very 'I'm begging you to let me be everything to you', in a way that's self sacrificing but also very self centered.

I want to worship you / Make you feel brand new

The Vibes on this are How Vizs Brain sounds more so than specific lyrics. The sort of sinister, echoey backing with the slightly distorted vocals almost whispering along. It sounds the way a lightly yandere character with their head cocked, smiling nearly sweetly, looks.

Even though you don't want me / I know I'll never be free

Kind of a break-up song, kind of Vizaeth being aware on a level that Pharaun's bad for him. He's never going to be over Pharaun, no matter what happens.

Take what you want from me / I'll give you anything

The desperation in the lyrics is just so very Viz. He'll give Pharaun anything he asks, just please please please pay attention to him. Without him he's so incredibly pathetic and lost.

So I cry and I beg for you to / Love me, love me / Say that you love me / Leave me, leave me / Just say that you need me / I can't care about anything but you

I'm so mad this song isn't available anywhere anymore. DM me. It's another cover that warps the sound and makes the original darker and more desperate. This one makes it sound much more of a desperate, starving plea, which of course is The Vibe, Entire.

Do you ever believe / That we can turn into different people? / It's getting harder to be (Myself)

This is a fun one because it's very self-aware, if it's coming from Vizaeth. It's kind of tragic. For me this would be him having a more lucid moment and really realising he's in a hopeless situation, but still wanting it anyway. It gives me sad Viz feels.

I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying / And I'm crazy for loving you

And to end with, a little more of a slightly self-aware, tragic one. This cover gives it that feel, along with still having a lightly sinister tone. Vizaeth is crazy. About Pharaun, about himself, about what they are to each other. The open, spacey feel to this song also makes me think of Vizaeth at the end of War of the Spider Queen, with Pharaun dead. Just that melancholy, and completely unhinged, but falling into a place of complete detachment.